January

January
My Birthday Month

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Happy Hearts Day! =) I just didn't enjoy this day. Though I'm hoping someday I would feel the love and sweetness around me. I'll be fine. Masyado nang madaming nangyari so I can't get enough time to share it. Just busy anyway. Well, at the office. Nkakapagod din. Pero ayos lang. Everything's worth it naman. I remember nga pala, I'm hanging out together with my girl friends, then we just had to talk about someone who's my one and only inspiration and the girl who took up that mask. I feel so angry with him/her. Para lang akong nagmumukang tanga. One day, if malaman ko what's real, naku, di ko alam magagawa ko. Its been so long para ibigay ko sa kanya attention ko then it was just a "non-sense" lang pala. Yung feeling na, ang tagal tagal mo palang naging tanga sa kanya. I just keep on waiting to him, I felt that excitement when the time comes we will meet and get to know each other well. Until malaman ko na lang hindi pala sya totoo. Then I just thought, "kaya pala". Kaya pala hidi nya magawang makipagkita saken. Friend ko pa yung nanloloko saken. That's bullsh*t. Pero I had a little feeling na sana totoo talaga sya. Kung hindi, well, he's just a fantasy anyway. I feel sad, 'cause I really don't have that special someone FOR NOW. Can I just say goodbye for now. 'til next time =).