' its been a long time =D

' kala ko di nanaman kita ma-oopen eh hehe =D anyway.. may work na nga pala ko, actually naka-duty ako ngayon habang nagba-blog hehehe... ok lang naman daw.. position? front office staff.. hehe masaya naman, dami nga lang dn mnsan ginagawa.. im happy and its my first time to be hired at the hotel.. (empleyado na dn sa wakas hehehe)..

sayang di ako nakapag-blog agad noon pa lang.. imagine, ang tagal nanaman hehehe.. dami ko sana ikukwento eh.. hehe.. this time, focus on present na hehehe.. masyado ng madaming nangyari hehehe..

10 pm pa out ko, gutom na din akooo =/... waaaahhhh! straight pa yata ko 'til 6am.. aba!? =(

i'll be back... brrrrrr!!!

I'm Just Wondering...

I constantly wonder how my life looks in other people’s eyes. Do they think I have it easy? Do they think I have nothing going on for myself? Or are they fascinated with who I am? The thing is that no one will ever know my whole story. No one will ever know the things I ’ve had to overcome. Not even my closest friends, not even my own family. The thing is that people are so quick to judge now a days. You only see a person from what they want and allow you to see. I always try to look as put together as if can and I guess that’s my way of hiding from the truth. It ’s just that way, everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay, that I never go through anything. If only everyone knew how broken I am, and how I ’m holding on for dear life on this one last strand that’s recently become very delicate. The truth is that no one really knows me. No one will ever know me and sometimes that scares me, because no one will ever know why I am the way I am.

Bitin! =/

' kaw talaga.. o ako talaga? gusto kase kita kausap kaso nabibitin ako, bigla kang nawawala, wala naman akong magawa kundi intindihin ka, kung busy ka talaga sa work mo o busy ka sa ibang tao.. hmm pero sana di naman.. hay.. KABITIN talaga eh!?, , ramdam mo din kaya?

pero thanks pa din kase kahit papano nagkakatime ka kahit konti saken..

My Birthday ^^,

' not that so happy, pano ba naman ung pinakamamahal ko, ang busy busy, ayan tuloy nawalan sya ng time para saken.. Buo na sana araw ko kaso wala naman sya =( pero ok lang din naman at least binati nya ko =)

thankful ako kase God gave me another new life.. nadagdagan nanaman edad ko.. twenteen na ko! hehe.. feel so great about it.. matured enough to do things out on my own.. =D

Happy Birthday to me..^^,

=(

' seems like, im having a really bad day today even yesterday.. i feel so mad bout myself.. i really can't get over of it so easily.. i don't know why do i feel this way.. birthday ko na bukas, its my very special day, pero bakit di ako ganung kasaya?..

pakiramdam ko may gusto akong mangyari o makuha, pero parang ayaw naman, kaya medyo naiinis ako.. ano bang pakiramdam meron ako ngayon?.. =/ natatanga na ba ko? hayyy ='( gusto kong sumigawwwww!

♥ Ikaw Sa Aking Isipan

habang tumatagal talaga mas minamahal kita,
ang tagal tagal na nating magkakilala, mahal na mahal pa rin kita.. :D
un tipong kahit anong mangyari, ikaw pa din ang mahal ko, ikaw lang ung minamahal ko. Bakit mo ba ko ginaganito? adik na ba ko sayo? :D

lagi na lang kitang iniisip, alam mo ba yun?
laging ikaw ang bukambibig ko, sa mga kaibigan ko, naririnig mo ba yun?
ok lng sabihin nila, "baliw ka na ba?"
eh wala akong magagawa, di ko maalis ang isipin ka?!.

gusto kitang mayakap, gusto kitang mahalikan,
pero napakalayo mo para ika'y lapitan.
Tanging imahinasyon ko na lang marahil ang pag-asa ko,
maramdaman ko naman kung gaano kasaya sa piling mo. ^^,

makita lang kita, kahit picture mo lang, pakiramdam ko para na kong lumulutang..
na para bang kumpleto na ang araw ko at wala ng kulang.
Minsan nga naisip ko, hanggang dito na lang ba ito o
magiging totoo lahat ng iniisip ko? hayyy

ang hirap isipin na talaga kayang ika'y mapapasakin?
dahil hindi ko alam ang mga plano na gusto mong gawin.
pero sana matupad ang aking hiling at panalangin,
ang makita, makasama at habang buhay kang makapiling. :D