I couldn't perceive the real happiness in me. I felt like there's something wrong and incomplete. As in may kulang talaga. There are times naman na masaya ako, yun tipong sumosobra na yung tawa ko, parang wala ng katapusan. Literally, I've been acting like that since then, doesn't seem like i could laugh like that as much as I can haha! and others said that wala sa muka ko na ganun yung gagawin ko. nah! that's just me! Well, time will come I will find my happiness, in you, hehe, siguro sa magiging new career ko, pero sa'yo, ewan i think it's a very very big question mark. I will not blame you anyway, nag-eexpect pa din talaga ako eehh, kase naman, sorry na. hayy pwedeng Christmas wish ko we could meet na talaga. Miss na kita. Yan na lang muna masasabi ko, kase ayaw kong isipin mo na, ang bilis naman nito. =D but that's ok, I understand naman. =D I'm happy na din na hindi mo ko nakakalimutan. And I know that you're happy right now with someone else...(bitter)...hindi kase talaga un maiiwasan, kase hindi naman talaga tayo tunay na magkakilala...(ang dami ko ng sinasabi, haha!)...(kinakabahan ako, baka bigla mong mabasa 'to)...I've wrote this naman to express what I really feel deep inside, hindi ko naman masabi sayo directly, parang kaseng awkward. =D I just want you to know that, I'm still here waiting for you and loving you endlessly...(hehehe)...Pag dumating yung time na nagkita na tayo, naku, hindi ko alam kung san ako pupunta o kung anong magiging itsura ko...(hahaha)...basta! way too excited ba. =D Pwedeng mag-stop muna dito, parang IKAW dapat yung title eh...(haha)...
Still, I've been tasting the soda I drunk a while ago. Naka-tatlo ako, hehe, masarap naman kase...(T.I)...alam nyo yun! hehe. Nakakahilo din pala 'yun. hay! What a blast Sunday. Another night's over, Lord thanks for strengthen me as always. You're the best! A big advantage to keep on holding on and stay strong. Happy weekdays ahead. =D I'm happy standing independently. =)
#sexyfreesingleandreadytomingle LOL kiddin'
